 Tuesday, February 27, 2007
i am sock(et)less. all these random memories keep popping up in my head but when i want to type them out, nothing comes out. ah, they'll come round, one at a time.
the ride here was pretty different because for one, i actually slept(usually i watch shows or read the whole flight back). reason #1, there was nothing i wanted to watch!!! i wanted happy feet really bad, but they were only going to start showing it NEXT month. instead they show movies like the prestige and the guardian which i have watched before. so i watched open season, and fell asleep to some chinese comedy movie. oh, another reason, i was at the last row for my section, so i get to recline my chair aaaalll the way till it hit the wall. how fantastic is that. today's a packing(or rather, unpacking day) for me, because my classes for tuesdays only start next week. i had my first 3 hour seminar yesterday and hm, for what i have expected from that class(students and lecturer wise), it really wasn't as bad as i have been bracing myself for. but seriously, this year is scary. it's like what i told my ex-colleagues, returning here means 24 hours of studying. dammit, there are some who already are nestling in the library today, the SECOND day of uni. while i'm still trying to find my plug socket. *rolls eyes* my room is tiny, and yet i can't find that LONG plug socket. how wack is that. and speaking of wack, I LEFT MY MELTZ BACK HOME!!! they SERIOUSLY have no MELTZ here at all! that's why i thought it just came out when i went back home, while in actual fact it was out for a year already. i'm back to disliking KFC. hmph. how could you play me like this. ------  10 to a banana, lets go! .qin.jing.step.kev.yoon.jo.sherry.shan.yumes.sam.  souled out to the lala pose. 1st fr L - sherry. yoons. yumes. jing. jo. step 2nd fr L - jon. kev. pui yen. shan. qin 3rd fr L - li xin. xue zhen. emo yong.  zooming along to be souled out. -----shan qin jo  under the dim spotlight fr L - juin. qin. sherry. jo  let's go to be beach, and bring along a friend(edited KFC theme song) jing jo step remember when we ran in the rain to the car? i haven't done that in a long time and it was so refreshing laughing and skipping over puddles to the car. Saturday, February 24, 2007
smack that. seeing all the people closest to me today didn't make things aaaaaaaany easier.
now to stuff the remaining things i have left in my room into my bag(s).everything seemed to be so normal, ordinary(i like ordinary), usual. and now i have to uproot once again. i sure hope all these promises of emailing(AND SNAIL MAIL TOOOO!) do not fall apart. on my part too, heh heh. Wednesday, February 21, 2007
bumming on the curving road wah!
chinese new year week is going to be HECTIC! oh wait.. IT IS! crazyness. between spending time with family and meeting friends the last few times, it's taking up all of my time! ohhh, plus open houses! so speaking of which.. i should just get off and start to finish my projects and my packing. a long entry cut short when i realise the amount of things i still have left to do. it's still not sinking in yet you see that by sat i'll be gone, esp when this week i'm not working, and i GET TO BUM!!!!!!! bum bum bummdiddy bum. haven't done that in ages(one half months, to be exact :P ) but i'll be back cos there are some things i want to type down. i hope. hahahahaha. bye superstars! p/s. just as i was about to drift off to sleep, i remembered i have to edit my timetable. sighhhhh, it doesn't look pretty at all okay. my timetable, that is. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH hmph. Sunday, February 18, 2007
so what happens next? You don't know what it feels like
To have stars in your eyes And a thorn in your side You don't know what it feels like Staring out your window... counting headlights ----- i have (partially) given up trying to slow down the process of leaving. cos i don't find it working one bit. if anything, it's speeding up time. hmph. SEE! i have less than one week left before i have to finish packing and get on board. even at work i've been trying to slow down time. who knew 9 could turn to 11 by the blink of eye and then 12.30(lunch) the next second. or how it suddenly became 3 pm after lunch, then 4.30 and then 6.00 after one step. i'm going to miss work(a bit heehee), the people; the admin manager is by far the funniest woman i have ever met in my life. she imitates the sound of fire engines/police car as they zoom by the office, she sings random songs, she cracks the lamest jokes, she's super patient and nice. the way they keep asking whether i have a date for lunch(yupp! i date all my beauutiful friends who join me for lunch heehee!) turning off the lights that friday left me feeling a bit forlorn. good place. sigh, one whole bunch of goodbye's down. now it's on to prepare for the other majority i'm going to leave behind. ----- as much as i know i'm really blessed, there is this part of me that doesn't wanna pack(well, continue packing since i'm half packed). my floor is strewn with this project that i'm going to have to finish by this week, and i don't want to make a list of who i'm going to have to meet this last week so nothing clashes, because it just makes everything seem so much more real. it's different lamenting when i have two/one month left compared to one week. cos i'm panicking now, i'm trying to soak up as many things as i can before i leave. i'm trying to start missing the people here so that it wouldn't hurt so much when i'm there. it's working because there are some i will only get to see probably once more only before i leave(which means i reaaaally need to plan my week well) and i am already missing them. no kidding about the weather as well, everyone's been shooting daggers(if possible) at how terribly hot the weather is there. and most of all, going back this time means finishing my final(and toughest, me thinks) year; ending my studying streak(until further notice) and growing up. or being grown up. i'm not ready, not when my future's that unplanned. i'm scared. Monday, February 12, 2007
the limit. you let it out when you find that all remaining three pieces of glass are broken. and you can only hope the fourth one reaches its destination safely. 2 gone, 5 more to go. 5 will be gone in two weeks. ..just two more weeks. now i reaaaaaaaally don't want to work. just four and a half more days. but then almost one week will be over then. sigh. Saturday, February 10, 2007
we need a blue sky holiday as much as i'm really really really glad for the weekends, it scares me that i have that limited time left in Malaysia. and with twisted circumstances that come my way, there are already certain people that i wouldn't be able to meet anymore from now till i fly to Melbourne(and thus the rest of the year). i just don't want to come to terms with that i guess, unformed plans to meet, trying to meet people as much as i can. i have been out so much, and it's still not enough? arghhhhh.
btw, random, but does it scare you that january is gone and feb is already halfway through? it freaks me out, when i cross out the days on the calendar at work. it's always this rushed, the last few weeks everyone hastens to meet, and it is then everyone's timetables clash horribly. sigh, where have the months gone? so to the ones that i have been meeting regularly, here's a smile for you  on another note, a discovery. a big scale paper cut is also known as.. a FILE CUT. second right finger(probably most used finger) smack right at the upper bend of the finger. and rightfully painful. ouch. OH. yes. KFC has just(okay, not JUST just, but just TO ME) created the greatest thing(read: food) to attract customers(read: like me) who has long dismissed KFC from my good food list. or even edible. i don't quite like it anymore when i was growing up, but THEN. following my good pal jing on the LRT train, we were sitting next to this advertisement.. KFC MELTZ. yup! KFC MELTS! and so today when i was out with my other good pals, we had KFC for dinner! which i haven't eaten for about one year plus? (even in melb, i don't do KFC, hungry jacks/burger king kicks ass) just one thing, i'm going back for more! MELTZ MELTZ MELTZ MELTZ. drrrooool. AND! mcdonald's mocha cappocino ice cream is also yummmmmmmmmmm. the hint of coffee in ice cream. wah! oh, and haha i just realised one thing when i was working. mocha = coffee + chocolate. oh, i seem to only like mocha coffee, not plain coffee heh. and one day it struck me that, nescafe + milo = neslo = MAMAK MOCHA! woooot! and i had that to wake me up. mmmmmmmmmmmm. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and the other day we also had.. KEROPOK LEKOR. OMGOSH SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE I HAVEN'T HAD THOSE FOR AGES 5 for RM 1.00. WAHHHHH. SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE. it's fish paste(i think?) deep fried. it's super good. the thick one is aaahhhhh and to prove i'm not all fast food(in fact, i don't eat much fast food compared to someone i know who ate mackers once a week in sydney. tsktsktsk  ) i had a good (AND CHEAP) lunch today! chap fan with your typical vegetable, chicken & egg! hahah, for RM 3.30. possible one of the cheapest meals i have had.okay enough about food, time to read my daily bread and get good rest for the looooong ---(but very very exciting - haha uhm, shopping is exciting, no? if i can get cash though, my pay is quite depressing less this that savings and everything else)--- day tomm. it's the weekends baybeh! whatcha going to do about it? enjoy it, yah? Saturday, February 03, 2007
staring out your window I'm listening to some of my feel good songs, I've just had a good lunch, and I spent a good deal of minutes clearing my phone inbox after waking up. The messages that have been there since the start of the year when I got my beautiful phone, to the once I've recently received. Some goes for good; some are stored for keepsake memories. And it's like walking down memory lane; things come back in sequence as you reread the messages. Waking upon your own; no alarm to buzz you out from your sleep. I had a good day yesterday after work, and work was pretty good as well. The people make all the difference. I had a wonderful lunch as well, which added brownie points to the day. Dinner at Puchong, a birthday celebration; a gathering that has long become a tradition and then a phone call when I came back. What a satisfactory day. It's a Saturday and I'm just bumming around. As far as I know, I don't have any plans for today, and that doesn't even sound too bad. I've been up and about the whole week and bumming on a Saturday afternoon sounds pretty fine to me. I've just peeled a whole bunch of onion looking things, which are soon to be sliced and deep fried. It's a pretty well known chinese new year snack, and let's try some home made ones this time. It's only worth to be a professional bummer when you have had a full week. That's when you truly appreciate the simplicity and wonder of just lying on your bed listening to music. I've spent almost everyone that I have planned to, and soon would be my family. My list has almost been fully checked, and even though just a meal cannot suffice to thank you guys for everything you have been to me and done for me, it's just a start. I'm downright thankful to be surrounded by the bunch of you, and very blessed indeed. My top people, Thank you. Skipping a year may just be one of the best things that happened to me. My suitcase has been on my floor since I came back, and little by little I've been tossing in items to bring back. It scares me to think that two months has already flew by, and I have less than one month before I myself fly back to where I was the whole last year. I can't even get started on what I will miss here; how we are each growing up no matter how hard we try to fight it. No longer the fresh graduates from high school, wondering where life would take us. Most already have a foolproof plan for their lives, and how they are going to live their lives all mapped out. Soon I know, we won't be doing these things we are so used to doing, and all we have left would be memories on what we used to do. Those impromptu calls out, the lunch gatherings, the talks that make me laugh and the ones that make me think, the feeling of knowing that you have a bunch of people there for you, and them knowing in return. The random photographs and the well planned ones, the giggles, tummy-ache inducing laugher, and the company to bum together. And I AM enjoying my life right now. When I thank God for the day, I really mean it. I don't know what else tops this. Do you? :) Thursday, February 01, 2007
hey, i'm pretty good right now :)  port dickson, 2007 i'm surrounded by my top people, love and laughter. plus, a holiday is always awesome isn't it? :) tv's making too much background noise, so a long post would have to wait. thaipusam and the night before was awesome :) Friday, January 26, 2007
over my head out with it, i have super butter fingers(or rather butter jo). AAAAAAHHHHHH.
really not funny. the key was in the lock, and i pushed my chair back. it hit the key, and the key broke; while it was IN THE LOCK. however frantically i tried to poke a paper clip into the hole only made that broken part go deeper in. THANK GOD the drawer wasn't lock, and there wasn't anything important inside(only empty envelopes). but i took uhm, one week to gather my nerves to go to my boss and say "uhh, i think i broke the key in the lock". * break for 3 bites of mash potato from chillis. mmm, my first taste of chillis. at 1.11 am :) thank you lishan's brother marntsing aaahhh, okay, enough of mumble jumble that's been happening to me. let's focus on happier things, like how we're going to PortDickson tomm! after my work! whoohoooo! we is most of the gentings people and then some wheeee whoohoo! the sun(OHHH PPLEEEEAAASSSEEEE LET IT BE SUNNY), beach, and the company. say it with me.. WHOOOHHOOOOOOOOO!!!!! can't wait for work to end. although work is pretty amusing. hahaha AHHHhhh the thought of the aftermath... ..have an awesome weekend you! Sunday, January 21, 2007
you're not that far gone. i realise that my life is full of blooper moments, or in jing's own way of putting it, 'damn shy' moments.
take the other day, when someone was passing out gifts from the boss and she tapped me on the back; my foot entered the dustbin when i was turning and i had to try in a vain attempt to unlodge my foot as well as smile, intro myself and receive the gift in a twisted position. conclusion: don't get yourself into moments like these. or the other day, when jon did his own blooper of spilling his whole bowl of leftovers on himself, and kev choked on his drink(i think). the result? the drink came spewing out(like how we used to do it when we were kids) and hit me; sitting next to him. conclusion: never sit next to kev  or how during lunch, jing parked right in front of the office. So when I came down carrying this box to be shredded, there were these two sales girls looking out the door. I returned their smiles and put the box down before skipping through the door. As I entered the car, (my)boss came down and three of them were just staring at us. or how, sam burnt all the pictures from my camera into a cd to be passed along with gentings pics. WHICH included 50 odd pictures li shan, li qin and i took in a span of one hour. oh, the damn shyness of it all. all our superbly creative poses, now saved in dan's comp. -.- conclusion: posing is good for you or how i was telling li qin about the time we wrote step's name down for having a tick on his socks(nike) and he didn't want to sign it so she drew a smiley face as saksi. we were debating about the name of the buku kesalahan(prefect logbook) and i said triple K (KKK), while she said triple 9 (999) and we were squabbling until kevin piped up saying that it's actually triple 5 (555). wah, damn shy. conclusion: fighting with li qin will get you nowhere i have been watching so many other movies while trying to watch "night at the museum". it was just like last year, when i watched a gazillion other movies while trying to watch harry potter, WHICH, i never ended up watching. since i came back this time round, i have conquered deja vu eragon the guardian kungfu mahjong 3 pathfinder blood diamond 5/6 are not the happy clappy laughing kind, so poor people who sat next to me get a shock out of me getting shock(huge gasps haha  ) okay, so neither of the above are actually updates. haha. my shopping updates are pretty miserable and pathetic compared to super shopper to which now i'm feeling miserable cos i can count the things i got with my fingers and feet  and still have extra fingers/feet.ok lah, at least i'm still meeting up with people. update: i love meeting up with them? explanation: i love seeing them, laughing with them, laughing at them, getting laughed back, talking bullshit, talking serious, hanging out with them, relaxing with them, getting away with them, eating with them, poking them, posing with them, being in a car with them.. haha further explanation: them is.. the people i've been seeing everyday/some days. too many to name, and too dangerous to forget. the people back home. that sums everything up. hahahaha, have a super one, all!
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